the pounding of my heart, the coldness of my hands, the excitement of being with you again mixed with some childish fear whether i picked the right clothes to wear for this special day, the somewhat nonsense talk im trying to make with j as i anticipate you coming out of someone else’s back in the crowd, the look in our faces the first time we saw each other again, the moment you reached for my hand confirming that you’re really there and finally the smiles. Our smiles of… hmm.. relief, maybe, of making it to that day. November 3, 2007.

all these plus our mall-hopping and eating galore treats, our white sand adventure and our bicol aka "meet the (almost) whole rellama clan" visit.

should be enough to last till the next time we can make more memories.

till then.